happy new year.
we befriended a couple on the neighboring lounge bed, next to the oceanside. they have been married 17 years and have 2 kids and 2 grandkids. we talked a lot about food and different restaurants in different cities and countries. the woman was very tan and they were both very talkative and interesting. mel and i secretly decided that he watches a lot of porn. when we asked what she did for a living she mumbled and quickly changed the subject, which made them even more interesting. he told mel that he bought her a 15 carat diamond ring as a surprise. we like them alot and can’t wait to see them tomorrow morning next to the water.
when i was about 23 i met this rockabilly guy at some bar in chicago. he gave me a ride home on his bike and i invited him in for yet another drink. at the time, i lived in this garden loft that we called the dungeon because it was so awful. it was late, like 2 am. i don’t remember exactly how this played out, but within 15 minutes i had my fist shoved right up his ass. i was whispering all sorts of crazy shit in his ear, like how he’s gonna get ass raped in jail by big dudes named bubba. he was loving it. i used a Bath and Bodyworks Vanilla lotion for lubrication. i will never ever forget the smell of that lotion.
George photographed me a couple of days ago at his studio. george is a very interesting man. i met him at parson’s, he is faculty there. he sat with my and my portfolio for over an hour. i gained a lot of insight that day. our conversation is effortless and stimulating. i liked being directed by him. it felt submissive without getting sexual. i wore white plastic clothespins on my nipples for one of the images it hurt in a good way. george had me put my hands on the wall for one. i liked how it looked.